Catch up

So it has been a fair few weeks since my last post but i have been so busy! I am currently at home due to the uni holidays, It's fantastic i'm catching up with all of my old friends and going out but at the same time i kind of really miss my new home! And my new housemates! Home feels a little different, i feel like i've matured and everything here is still the same. I have had some of the funnest nights with my old friends drinking and partying and kissing boys, Some of the new people i live with and know also came from my home town so i've seen to of the guys in town, that was fun, espescially since one of them was the guy i had a sleepover with in the first week- who by the way has become a really good friend and some one i've had alot of fun with ;)

The amount of uni work i have is ridiculous and the amount i haven't done yet is even more so. I need to focus more on uni and less on partying! It's just hard when you plan on staying in and studying and someone barges into your room hands you a drink and demands you get dressed! I'll admit i do love it though, this is definately the most fun i've had in my life, the most stressful also but that makes it all the more exciting.

Since my birthday- which was amazing and probably the best fun i've had yet, i've been going to the uni bar alot for the themed nights. One of he best nights was st patricks Everyone in the house got dressed up and we painted each other, i'm amazed i survived it actually the amount of alcohol i drank should have put me in hospital!

There is alot of drama at the moment with the guys in my life, my ex is going through alot and it kills me i'm not there for him. He nearly cried when i told him i've kissed somebody else, what would he do if he knew i've slept with someone! There are also issues with an old friend of mine who is making things very uncomfortable now that i'm single, i'm finding it really hard to find reasons to avoid him now that i'm at home. And of course there is the guy from uni- I really wish i could get into his head and find out what he wants out of this "friend" situation. I have so much fun with him- no not just in bed, but i don't want a relationship and i know that he doesnt either, but theres something about him that makes me obsess and check his facebook and check my phone. Maybe it's the way he just seems so nonchalant about me and i'm not used to that with guys. No matter the reson he drives me nuts! In a good way though... i think :)

My visit home has been very interesting! My dads not well and i think his and my step mothers marriaage may be falling apart which is so hard on my little brothers! I wish i could take them back to uni with me! My mother on the other hand has never been nicer to me! insisting on cooking for me and offering to pick me up in the early hours of the morning from clubs. My family is so confusing at the moment! I wish i knew how to make everything normal again!

Anyway I go back to uni in a couple of days i'll try and remember to update this then, hopefully i'll have some more interesting things to write about :)

Love me
xx